Good News!!

After my whining about myspasms and pains, the next morning I got a call fron the clinic saying that my pottasium was low again. This was just in time because I woke up in even worse shape than I was in the night before. Yesterday was rough but with taking double the pottasium and some flexeril will get through this. Just glad that there is a simple solution!!

ALL SUMMER LONG

Been fightin the fight all summer but since a month ago have been focusing AGAIN on weight loss. Have had every injection, pill, nerve desensitation (BURN). Decided that I am not going to pursue any other help until I get rid of some weight. So far it’s been 10 pounds down. Been seeing my chiropratcor 2 to 3 times a week, now getting down to 1 time a week. He’s talking about sending me off for more alien abduction experiments but I really, really don’t want to go. Been accused of being hypochondriac, lazy, etc. My body freaking hurts!!!!!!!! Sometimes there’s a reason and sometimes there’s not. Had 3 surgeries last fall and winter. Done with that stuff but still waiting to feel better. Glad I kept this site bookmarked cuz I don’t know who to talk to anymore. My hubby said tonight that he would like me to see about doctoring some more to see why I have been in so much pain lately. Do have a thyroid nodule which was not malignant. Seriously, so sick of talking about how my body is, but really need a place to vent. Thanks for being here!! Besides my 90 year old body my life is beautiful!!! Really, a 36 yr old mother of 3 darling lil boys, to complete the package, there is a wonderful ,providing, talented, husband putting up with my health shit!.
Thanks be to God!

been down so long………..

Just checking back. I”m way over my first weigh in after all of my medical problems and just giving up on getting back in shape.
Can’t keep not trying !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Feel like poo, look like gooo !! Going to get some muscle tone back into this body! This body has been holding so much fluid that it backed up into my lungs!! Now taking a diuretic everyday so hope this will work. Now that I”m getting my energy back I need to be back here!!

Mega boob!!

ya know I don’t think I’ll ever be able to not come to buddyslim. It’s been almost 3 years, at my heaviest anyway but there is such support and inspiration here…….

So here we go, I ate like 6 malted milk balls for breakfast this morning. We have tons of candy from Easter baskets. Have to keep my fat lil fingers out of them!!!!

Have healed very well from the last surgery. Now trying to figure out why my left boob grew 2x the size of her friend overnight!! Had a mammogram and it was negative. Blood work was fine, so will just doctor a bit until my husband and I are comfortable with this crazy change. Now I have some discomfort on the top of my ribs (just below the mega boob). Of course my hubby thinks it’s kinda cool but would like righty to catch up with lefty. You guys!! They were big a freaking enough before!!! !!Always something!!!!! I’m not complaining, glad it wasn’t a butt cheek (that would be embarassing) and like my girls the cheeks are plenty big to start with!!

UGH……….. going to start with a small goal of not eating the candy in the kitchen left from the evil bunny and getting 3 work outs in this week. Hopefully get an answer to the miracle grow too!!

Scammer came to BuddySlim!!

What an outrage! I got an email from a person asking me to let him use my bank accout for some million dollar deposit!! UGH….
Not safe anywhere!!

Last year I actually had a check sent to me. Called the police etc. The person said they wanted to order Avon but had to use this check to pay!! Never expected to get this kind of crap on here!!

The person stated his name as Mr. Fabrice.

hangin in here!!

Good morning buddys!!

I just woke up from a 12 hour sleep!!! Feeling pretty good!! Over did things yesterday. By the time I just gave in to going to bed my belly was super swollen!! Looked like I was due any day! My husband even was thinking we had another on the way! (not really). I woke up this morning and the swelling had gone down (thank God!) it was uncomfortable!! So, this week my loss was 6 pounds. Only one of these is a real loss but I don’t care!! Let it be gone!!!!!
Today I must emerge myself in my school work. Have a horrible feeling that I might not get caught up. Everyone have a great weekend!

drooling and crocheting!!

I updated my ticker to what I weighed yesterday. Whatever weightloss team I’m on next weigh in will be awesome. Cuz I was down 5 pounds this morning!! ( Surgery water weight and stuff) I’m going to let it count though!!!

I slept from 9:00 pm to 10:30 am!! Needed that rest I guess!! Plus, I didn’t have to get up for more pain pills so that was a plus. Now I’m hurting a bit but at least the pain is lessening!!

My school work has been just piling up. Too retarded to study taking Darvocet!! Still not sure if I can accomplish abything today. Trying to decide wether I should go to my nieces birthday party today. It’s an hour drive one way. Being held at a bowling alley. I’m thinking it sounds like a bad idea. My surgeon said only up to eat and potty!!! UGH, I’m learning@!!! I’ll just have to let my hubby go! He will be bringing the other lil boys home then after the party. I know that I can’t take care of them yet. But the Corey is laid off so he will have to be doin most of the work. Ahhhhhhhh crap, already getting tired just from being up this long. Whaaaaa whaaaaa whaaaaaaaa…………………. will try to read my communications book or do more drooling and crocheting. I actually fall asleep with my arms straight out trying to keep crocheting!! he he he my hubby has had some laughs!!!

have a good day pals!

Home and recovering

Good morning sweet, sweet friends! Thank you for your thoughts and prayers!!
Surgery went well. I’m sore as hell!! jingle all the way!! what ever, I”m on drugs!!!

So, the Doc fixed the hernia. It was near the last one and the previous mesh that was put in was rolled back where the new hernia was. This I find comforting because that means that I might not have a predisposition to hernias!!! UGh hurts dudes!!

They fed me right out of surgery so I didn’t go on a liquid diet. Now it’s too late!! Gonna have to eat the refridgerator!! kiddin! My hubby made me jello ( he has been wonderful through this crap)
Glad I kept him!!

Let me go see if I can share any wisdom from my Streams in the Desert or Prayer Praise and Promises!!! be right back……. k??? ok.
Oh first I want to share this…. a friend brought me a book a few days ago

To not expect difficulty and adversity and hardship in this world is the wrong expectation. You will have to deal with adversity to some degree. There is no getting around it, for Christ said in John 16:33: “In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world”

HOws that for today. Be of good cheer!!!

Surgery Tomorrow!!!!

Hey you guys!!!! I finally called the surgeon a few days ago because I was fed up with the pain in my abdomen. They saw me yesterday and I found out that the Cat Scan that was done in the ER was NOT fine. There is another brand new hernia and my appendix was cloudy which could indicate infection or my ovarian cyst may have broken. Anyway, she is going in again tomorrow. For 3 weeks I will not be able to lift ANYTHING. Lets hope that she can just go in there and clean house. If my appendix is bad get it out and if my cyst is still big take that too!!! So, I will not be exercising anytime soon. I’m going to try to stay on the liquid diet as long as I can after surgery though. Maybe I can drop 10 pounds from that!! Feeling sore and gross ! This hernia is worse than the first one. The doctor said he could feel my small intestine pushing through when he felt my belly. UGH, kinda peeved that ER didn’t tell me anything about this after my CT! Anyway, lets see what Streams in the Desert has for us today!!!!

Every place that the sole of your foot shall tread upon, that have I given unto you (Josh 1:3)

That’s something to ponder. Have a good day my friends.

so not into this!

Hello!! It’s been over a week since I checked in. Last week I got the flu………………………. Oh my goodness, thought I was gonna DIE………………..

since then My tummy pain has gotten better but it comes haunting as soon as I do much activity. Besides weigh loss, feeling positive. Slowly but surely I know I’ll get back to life again. In the mean time I’ve been eating what I want. This isn’t doing me any favors! Most of the time I just want to be fat and happy. We’ll see what happens!! I’ll get my groove back. At home today with our youngest Grant. Corey and the other boys went to visit grandparents. So, we’ve been playing today. Hope all is well with all of you!!

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